We got the call

so after approximately 10 months of TTC naturally, i spoke to my ob/gyn at my annual checkup. He ordered blood work and an analysis on Christopher. All was good except my FSH level. (follicle stimulating hormone). This is the hormone that produces follicles which in turn, produces eggs for me to become pregnant. Hearing over the phone, how we need to get "special help" were the worst words to hear. I mean, this is not how i envision things to be. Only have a 5% chance on our own to get pregnant is not a thought i ever wanted to have. I went numb, cried and then finally found the courage to deal instead of dwell. We are moving on....